THE STORY of a man who comes close to death so many times, his warning has been made,
and he has had time to think, “why don’t you just find a quite place, and die?” he
wants to live, but why?
and he has had time to think, “why don’t you just find a quite place, and die?” he
wants to live, but why?
He has time to beg life for life, and admits that he is in love,
in love with not anybody, in love with no person, but with this “life”, he just wants
to live, and he begs, he spends his last days on death row, talking to life itself, about
all the time he has wondered about it, even though he never showed it, deep down he was
in love, with her, he asks for forgiveness because he never paid any attention to her, he
never made time for her, he ignored her even when she tried her best to get his
attention, and when she did manage to get his attention, he would make love to her, but
it was only superficial and temporary love.
in love with not anybody, in love with no person, but with this “life”, he just wants
to live, and he begs, he spends his last days on death row, talking to life itself, about
all the time he has wondered about it, even though he never showed it, deep down he was
in love, with her, he asks for forgiveness because he never paid any attention to her, he
never made time for her, he ignored her even when she tried her best to get his
attention, and when she did manage to get his attention, he would make love to her, but
it was only superficial and temporary love.
And now he regrets, and he wishes he could
live, he wants another chance to live, he wants a chance to make things right with life,
he wants to live? Why? Just to live… he wants to live for the sake of living. The
chance is granted, and he is now in love even more, thankful at what life has done. Not
long after, after he has become more lucid in life and has had time to socialize with
other minds slowly fading not quite completely his sense of reflection, he learns that
all that all these situations he was put him to make him think he was close to death were
not real, he was never really close to death, and so he loses his fear of death and
forgets the love he had for her,.. in another realm we here life itself speak, explaining
how people forget about her and how beautiful she is, this is the only reason we are
alive, and she knew all along, should I ignore, should I forget the talk I had with her,
even though she got me to talk to her through a lie an illusion, like a mother who
threatens to leave her children in the street even though she would never do that, but it
gets the child’s attention, should he ignore the fact that he is alive because of this?
Then there are scenes of how he enjoys himself in his mundane life, leaves us wondering
if he has really forgotten or not.
live, he wants another chance to live, he wants a chance to make things right with life,
he wants to live? Why? Just to live… he wants to live for the sake of living. The
chance is granted, and he is now in love even more, thankful at what life has done. Not
long after, after he has become more lucid in life and has had time to socialize with
other minds slowly fading not quite completely his sense of reflection, he learns that
all that all these situations he was put him to make him think he was close to death were
not real, he was never really close to death, and so he loses his fear of death and
forgets the love he had for her,.. in another realm we here life itself speak, explaining
how people forget about her and how beautiful she is, this is the only reason we are
alive, and she knew all along, should I ignore, should I forget the talk I had with her,
even though she got me to talk to her through a lie an illusion, like a mother who
threatens to leave her children in the street even though she would never do that, but it
gets the child’s attention, should he ignore the fact that he is alive because of this?
Then there are scenes of how he enjoys himself in his mundane life, leaves us wondering
if he has really forgotten or not.
“Heaven is waiting for you, just close your eyes and say good bye,
Hearing your pulse go on and on and on
I live my life in misery, I sacrifice this world to hold you
No breath left inside of me, shattered glass keeps falling”
Hearing your pulse go on and on and on
I live my life in misery, I sacrifice this world to hold you
No breath left inside of me, shattered glass keeps falling”
-Bullet for My Valentine: Say Goodnight
Last Saved: 9/16/2009
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