I forgot who I am

Guys...

I dont know if you are noticing or if its just me

But I think we are getting older as we go along.

I think we have forgotten who we are many times,

Too many to count

You have forgotten who you were

And I have forgotten who I am,

And as we keep moving forward in time

Our memories continue to fade

And as we change as time goes by

It doesnt always mean we are getting better.

Guys...

Havent you noticed,

That who we are now is not who we were before.

That school never taught us to talk to our journal every night

And to make a file of the beliefs we hold dear to our hearts,

Those beliefs that are not forgotten because they are immature,

But are forgotten just because they are forgotten.

I am afraid, that if I met myself back in time,

I wouldnt recognize me

I am afraid, though I am sure,

That if I told my younger self who I was,

He would be dissappointed, because it is not what he wanted at all.

And as I think about it, it is not what I want either:

Because even though I have forgotten who I am, I am still me

But I even though I am still me, I have forgotten who I am,

I just dont think anymore.

I have lost touch with myself, my past,

And I think schoolwork is to blame,,,

Schoolwork and youtube...

Oh and jj.am

Last saved May 17, 2009