To dwell on this disparaged element

The more you dwell on this thing, the more successful you become in life.

The more time you “waste”, the more efficient time becomes.

Its the better deal, I would rather plan things out carefully, instead of wsating my time walking down the wrong road... isnt that right?

Instead of choosing what I want, I would rather choose the thing that would get me what I want, one hundred times better.

But its harder than it sounds, as you choose the better deal, you also see opportunities passing by, opportunities lost, all this waiting and ignoring the real world gives you an illusion that you could be doing something better, that you are wasting your time, losing opportunities, things that you will never get a chance to do ever again.  You cant waste your time, you cant let these pass you by.

So you go back to dwell in the real world, back where you were.  Where you dont learn anything, where you have no instruction, where you dont know what the next step is, where things crumble down no matter how you try; you know there is a way but it seems you just cant get it.  Everything is much simpler here, muh easier to watch, even though you are not getting anything done at the end, at you least you can say you tried.  But in the end, little, much less, is ever accomplished.

Last date saved: June 8, 2009