Do not live like you will die tomorrow; if I were to die tomorrow, I would probably end up killing myself. But live like you were born yesterday.
When you believe you were born yesterday, everything may seem like magic, as nothing has to make sense::::::::::::::::::: like in dreams:::::::::::: You do not really know the Truth and you do not even know that it is suppose to exist, not yet… So you will be vulnerable, but are you fooled? Only if your mind is pressured towards settling and only if your mind longs to be closed:::::::::::::::: *but the principle of this action is foolish anyways*::::::::::::: why would you settle down with the first idea, why would you reject the rest just because they come second, these things are everywhere their number in order should not matter. But though vulnerable as a new mind, it is never to be fooled as long as it longs for an unknown Truth, (which always exists no matter how much one knows, for Truth, like death, is infinite). This mind is never to be fooled because it always accepted the probability for something else.
If you were born yesterday, everything may be amazing. But what makes something amazing and beautiful? Is it the patterns, the intricacies, the fact that it IS? It may NOT be the effort, anymore, or the wonderment with how much something has been pushed, forced against the heavy and consistent effects of Entropy:::::::::: It would not be this that would make it amazing because these kinds of efforts may be unknown anyways. What would make it amazing is the simple fact that it takes you somewhere else, somewhere new, for the fact that it is complex, perplexing, paradoxical, and its coiling brings new concept and opens new places in your mind.
Everything new should amaze you:::::::::::: the glorious as well as the horrible::::::::::: should be admired. If one loves the glorious but rejects the horrors, that one has become ignorant in the way that it has not accepted with open arms something that is inevitable and real. The reason it is inevitable and real, though it may not have to happen in ones lifetime is because it is possible; ever since (even before) the fall of Lucifer, all things are possible; and we should accept them (the horrors) as we accept existence itself when we are new. We should admire it as it is something new, though horror it may be, we should be amazed that it is something we have never seen, something we have never felt, or something we have never been, an experience that comes from outside our spectrum of everyday rituals. We should be amazed at its nonsensical intricacies, at how it expels confusion, how it promotes a blank state of mind, how it induces a desperate-like focus on one plane, one hammered down area of being… incomplete consciousness. See it, feel it be amazed by it] BUT, since it impels minds to close, you should never allow yourself to be consumed by it.
The Truth is… time has existed for over millions and millions of years, each individual has existed for less than 120 years, we ARE new beings, we ARE young, we WERE born “yesterday”; so let us wonder of the Truth behind what we see, let us search for the new. Because we are so young, there are many things we do not know of and have never felt before, let all these amaze us whether it is good or bad, pleasant or repulsive. Let us not close our senses to everyday beauties, pleasures and accesses, like breathing and seeing (anything, many things). Let us understand that the Truth we know is never complete and we should not settle down with what we have. Let us ponder on possible fates and principles. Let our souls be drenched with ecstasy as we take a look at the never-ending branches of existence, never-ending. Let us wonder within and without these branches, (let us wonder with them and without them).
--------------------------------------------------There is too much to die tomorrow!
Last saved on September 3, 2008
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